Wednesday, April 27, 2011

27 - Magnet

This is weird. I mean, I know a lot of weird stuff happened as we live but man, this is weird like seriously, seriously weird. I don’t know if any of you have ever feel this, but arghhhh the hell, I just gonna write it out.

Sunako's quote is used to prove my point that love at first sight just didn't exist!

Yesterday, I went to Alamanda by bus with my roommate, after what seems like half a year of not taking public transportation to go to Alamanda. And so Rapidbus U429, RM 1.90, the usual bland bus trip to Putrajaya Sentral. But one guy caught my attention, I don’t have any idea why – he didn’t seem the type that I’d go all mushy and big-eyed for, in other words, he’s definitely, definitely not my type at all. He’s not that standout-ish, bling-bling, FCM weird kind of guy either for me to really look squarely at him in the eyes.

And God, I swear, I didn’t have any intention whatsoever to look at him! I mean, he’s not that hot or weird or crazy for me to really pay attention to him amongst other humans in the bus. So, I peeled my eyes off him right away after realizing what the hell I was doing, ogling people obviously like that. What made me really embarrassed was that our eyes were locked for a few seconds and obviously he noticed that I had been ogling him.

It’s like in movies – your eyes were transfixed on that certain someone and there was like a spotlight only reserved for that person and you don’t know why and you can only sees that person in your eyes.

That’s not the end, though.

When the bus arrived at Putrajaya Sentral, it had become worse. I found a seat, waiting impatiently for the NadiPutra bus to arrive while he lingered around walking aimlessly to and fro. How did I know that, you ask? It was because my eyes were following him! It’s scary, I felt like a goddamn weirdo but I couldn’t stop because each time I looked at other places – my shoes, the TV, the buses, the foreigner besides me or even talking to my roommate – he was always in my field of vision!

It was like magnet and steel. I didn’t even know that guy, my eyes couldn’t stop looking at him and I berated myself for doing that but I couldn’t help it, it was not in my power to stop.

I swear, if you guys know me personally, you’d know that I’m not that type of girl. I mean, even if the guy is hot, I’d only look at him (and gush) for a while and not ogle rudely like I did yesterday.

The bus arrived and without realizing it, I exhaled a relief sigh. Good thing that he wasn’t on the same bus but as I took a seat, I saw him again. At that moment, it was like those scary thriller kind of movie. I could even hear the ‘suspense’ sound effect in my brain. For a minute, my not-so-working brain contemplated whether he is a ghost or not =___=

So the bus departed and you don’t have idea how happy I was at that time. Finally, he was gone from my vision. Phew. In the bus I kept thinking and thinking and thinking about how, what, who, why did that just happened. And the playful side of me thought that hey we are totally fated to be together if I ever saw him again.

Then, I looked out of the window, just because, and then I saw another bus beside ours and whaddya know; I WAS STARING RIGHT AT HIM. I swear I got goosebump, I could feel my blood rushing out of my head and I let out an involuntary yelp. I couldn’t take it anymore, so in my high-pitched voice I just poured everything to my roommate that was sitting right beside me this whole time.

She said that maybe I’ll see him again in Alamanda. I thought so too so I agreed with her. And when we expected it to happen, it didn’t happen whileas when it is less expected to happen it happen. So no, I didn’t get to see him in Alamanda.

But a romantic part of me (the shoujo-manga reader, the Korean drama watcher) thought that hey maybe he’s my soulmate or something (yeah no freaking way I KNOW THAT) and the next time I see him I should asked him his name. And I kept thinking about that mysterious guy eversince.

So if anyone sees a black and white striped tees, medium length messy hair, tall lanky guy wearing some fancy NIKE shoes, please stop him and ask him his name because seriously I want to know who is he that he made me act this way?!

Some says that this is a maybe the love at first sight thing but I don’t think so (and am always opposed the sole idea of it) because my heart didn’t race, it was just my eyes, it was totally glued on him!

I’m sticking to my ghost theory. Eventhough my roomate saw him as well.


AND PLEASE TELL ME YOU HAVE FELT THIS WAY BEFORE. I AM SUPER SCARED AS OF NOW.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

26 - Malang Memang Tak Ada Bau

(Cerita ni berlaku sebulan lepas. Oleh kerana kesibukan melampau, saya lupa nak post entry ni.)

Malangnya, malang tu takde bau. Kalau malang tu ada bau, mesti takde pepatah sediakan payung sebelum hujan. Dan malangnya, ketidak-ada-an bau kepada malang itu terjadi kepada aku. Hari Jumaat dan Sabtu, kami berlima buat sleepover gegurlz dekat rumah seorang kawan aku sebab...nak berenjoy ala Puteri? Of coursela tak. Sejak bila kami boleh berenjoy, kami seperti biasa melaksanakan assignment dengan paksarelanya.

Pagi Ahad, kitorang bertolak from Sg Pechala balik rumah masing-masing. Thanks dekat Rose sebab menjadi official transporter kami :D Sesampai je kat rumah, aku nampak rumah kosong. Memang dah expect pun takde orang kat rumah so aku pun mulalah mencari kunci di setiap pelusuk rumah tu.

Goyang sana, sepak kasut-kasut, sepak rak, tapi takde bunyi ching-kaaching kunci pun :(

Kalau orang biasa seperti korang semua mesti terus calling-calling kan? Malangnya juga, sekali lagi, aku bukanlah orang normal. Handphone aku tu serupa macam tak ada, dia cuma wujud sebagai alarm clock untuk membangunkan aku supaya tak kena halau dek lecturers kalau datang lambat. Ya, aku merupakan antara spesis yang terancam yang boleh hidup tanpa telefon.


Tapi, pada masa tu, otak aku tetiba menjadi sangat bijak. Mungkin sebab terhidu asap shisha dekat Herris dua malam berturut. Internet rumah aku = wireless. Handphone ayah aku = BB. Laptop aku = ada di sisi. Equation ini ditambah-ditambah membuatkan aku terfikir untuk hantar e-mail dekat ayah aku.

Honestly, sampai sekarang pun aku masih tergamam dgn kepandaian aku masa tu.

Lepas hantar email, aku menjadi semakin bijak. Aku pergi tweet dan post status dekat FB dengan harapan kononnya nanti adalah prince charming nak selamatkan damsel in distress ni. Kalau takde prince charming pun, Shrek pun takpela.

Malangnya lepas post status dan tweet, aku hanya diketawakan. Cet, korang memang tak kesian kat damsel in distress cam aku kannnnn? Kelekaan aku bermain FB akhirnya membawa padah kerana tiba-tiba battery laptop kong. Dan dan dan yang paling penting aku tak sempat cek email aku pun lagi!

Sebab battery dah kong, aku pun pergilah mamak membawa hati yang lara. At least minum teh ais dapat sejukkan hati dan badan. Sebab kat mamak tu semua orang duduk grouping-grouping, aku tetiba rasa forever alone dan terus balik ke rumah yang terkunci setelah habis makan dan minum :(

Malangnya lagi, family aku tak pulang-pulang. Jadi aku main poker seorang untuk hiburkan hati yang makin forever alone dan lara. Setelah 2 jam berlalu, family aku pun pulang.

Dan alangkah mendidihnya aku apabila mendapat tau mereka pergi tengok wayang. Tapi tapi ayah aku memang reply email aku dan bagitau tempat rahsia kunci disorokkan tapi tapi sebab battery kong...argh. Tak payah cakaplah. Aku memang sakit hati.

Adik aku cakap diorang pergi tengok Never Say Never untuk menyedapkan hati aku. Tipuuuuuu, korang tengok Rango kannnnnnn? :'(
 

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